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Archived April-May '04 Margins

 
Restoring the weightiness of preaching - Raising Christian discourse above our fading culture

 

 

May 31, 2004

Memorial Day

The personal computer and the Internet have literally allowed us to reach out and contact almost anyone in the world.  My stepfather, Jake, has used it to locate and contact various high school, college, and army buddies.  My stepdad is 71.  Recently, a good friend from his army days in France (post-WWII era) flew up from Florida to spend a few days together to reminisce—the old albums were out in full force.  At one point when I dropped by, the two men were huddled around the computer, searching for names and phone numbers of others who served in France together with them.  They compiled possible phone numbers.  I was there for one call:  They had lost their place on the list and placed a second call to a number they had already tried, but it had been a wrong number.  Before they figured this out, my Stepdad’s friend was briefly explaining why he was calling—“Hi, this is….we served in France in the Army in 19-whatever, and we’re looking for…”  And, a nice lady on the other end said, “You already called here.  I am sorry you have the wrong number.”  My Stepdad’s friend apologized.  The lady replied, “That’s ok.  We love our servicemen.  Thank you.”  I thought that was a great moment, especially for two older gentlemen who had served their country, worked hard for their families, and just want to connect their evening years with that time of their lives.

 

The Wall Street Journal, the Friday, May 28, 2004 edition reviewed the forthcoming Ike: Countdown to D-Day History Channel special.  I know my Stepdad and his friend aren’t WWII-vets, but Ike’s final words, a voice-over at the final moment of the movie, bridged that nice moment on the phone and the constant, very divided rhetoric over Iraq.  Ike, played by Tom Selleck, said, “They were not great crusaders, but they went anyway.  We may never see their like again.”  Nancy DeWolf Smith, the reviewer, ends this piece: Since then, in Iraq and elsewhere, we have seen their like again.  In the broader sense, however, that unity of purpose and willingness to sacrifice at home are what elude us.

 

Happy Memorial Day guys.  I might have my uncertainties, as Americans, and for myself as a Christian, about how we should fight this present war on terror, but I have no doubts that there was a generation of Americans that made it possible for me to sit in the comfort of my home, type on my personal computer, and wage a war of words and ideas.  That generation made it possible for arm-chair warriors to second and third guess every decision our politicians are making—right here in the comfort of our homes and places of business.  To those in Iraq and Afghanistan, you have my prayers, my amazement at your bravery, and my gratitude.  Come home safe.  God be with you.

 

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May 29, 2004

It happened 10,000 years ago and again on May 28, 2004

I took my daughter and her friend to see The Day After Tomorrow, the movie about global-warming producing a modern ice age over the northern hemisphere.  I enjoyed myself.  Great visual affects worth seeing on a large screen.  The drama and life-story behind it was enjoyable.  Acting was basically ok—no Oscar nominations I am afraid.  I’ll probably get the DVD someday for the kids, despite the eco-politically correct spin in the storyline.  Some far fetched scientific license taken for sure.  And of course, at the end of the movie the right wing, conservative President of the United States actually apologizes for being wrong about global-warming.  I am sure the movie will have little affect on the debate.  Don’t think too many people will switch sides on the issue either.  But, as a person who believes in the “end of the world,” I actually was pushed to think about such disastrous scenarios.

  • As I watched the horrific flood sweeping through Manhattan, killing the millions, save a few, who were stuck on the island and in traffic, I thought, we do live in easy times.  We are lulled into compliancy here in wealthy, modern America.  I don’t think it would need a catastrophic ice age event that freezes the Northern Hemisphere to radically change our way of life.

  • Since I am a Christian, and one that takes the Scriptures seriously, I realize that somewhere, sometime, sooner or later, one generation of people will face the mother of all catastrophic events that will mark the end of time.  However, there seems to be those who delude themselves in thinking they will escape because they hold, in my opinion, a very unlikely end time doctrine (and they are Americans and God promises us that we’ll not go through tribulation…tell that to the Christians who passed through the fires of the boxer rebellion in China…[“In the early months of 1900, thousands of Boxers roamed the countryside.  They attacked Christian missions, slaughtering foreign missionaries and Chinese converts.”]).  Or, somehow we’ve convinced ourselves in thinking, “it will never happen to us.  This is America, God’s light on hill.”  Nonetheless, someday, all this comfort, ease, wealth, opportunity for the “pursuit of happiness” will cease.  I personally don’t know when, but Scripture does indicate a day of the Lord is coming.  Maybe not in my generation, but perhaps in my children's, or in their grandchildren's...but certainly one day.

  • That day and its possible soon approach made the early church clear on its mission to proclaim Jesus as Lord and at the same time “take care of widows and orphans,” collect weekly funds (not for pastors’ salaries or church budgets, but) for feeding those effected by famine, and “taking care of the least among” them.

  • I am not an alarmist (for sure), but I do wonder if I could handle a catastrophe—even a small one, let alone a world-shocking “end time” catastrophic event like The Day After Tomorrow?  Have I prepared my children to handle it?

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May 28, 2004

Random Friday thoughts

Just some random thoughts for a Friday.  Maybe I should make every Friday Random Thought Friday?  Well, that’s a thought! 

  • Yesterday, I facilitated another focus group for our community assessment and was, again, amazed at the level of commitment and insight among my fellow human service workers.  Afterward I talked to someone who works at a family resource center.  We were talking about qualifications for pre-k teachers.  She wondered why we have it backwards.  We put those with the highest qualifications, who are the most language-rich in the higher classes, and place the least qualified and least language-rich where it’s needed most—pre-K.  She said if she could, she'd have it the other way round.  I agree.  We all know, now, that we need more investment in creating the best and most language-rich (print-rich) experience for our 3-5, pre-kindergarteners in order for them to begin well for a successful run at school—at life!

  • This made me think of a comment made by my former College President and prayer-partner when I was a professor at Prairie Bible College:  He said, “Why is it that those with the higher degrees and most qualifications never seem to be called to small Christian colleges, small churches, and Bible Institutes?”  One wonders.

  • It’s my stepson, Michael’s birthday today.  Happy Birthday, Michael!  On our way to see his mother, my wife, Lisa, graduate yesterday (it took 20 years, but she received her AA last night!), I asked Michael: “What do you think I want to get you for your Birthday?”  He replied, “That I’d grow up.”

  • I listened to story after story at yesterday’s community assessment focus group and was saddened and sometimes brought to tears upon hearing the difficulty families are having with juggling 2-3 jobs just to afford their rent, with their difficulty in managing transportation between their place of childcare and where their job is located, with deciding between food, rent, medicine, their job or childcare.  On the political spectrum, I am a conservative, but don’t you think we could alleviate some of this for those less fortunate than ourselves.  Don’t you think it is of national interest—within your community’s interest—to lift everyone’s quality of life?  Don’t you think, my Christian friends, we have a Biblical obligation to find solutions and serve the vulnerable populations in our community.

  • At our church—which is a good church, filled with many good and faithful Christians—we’re starting a daycare/pre-school.  A noble and good idea I think.  I just wonder how many slots are for those who can’t afford it?

  • On political rhetoric as we enter our Presidential election season: The heat has been turned up and the political rhetoric is sharp, mean, and many time hateful.  I wonder what this does for our children to hear and listen to?  Besides that, I am not opposed to pushing the edge.  In the early days of our country whole newspapers were started to lambaste, destroy, and harm the political opposition.  And, they use to kill each other in duels (e.g., Alexander Hamilton and Aaron Burr).  I guess if you can’t stand the neighborly opposition of hate-filled speeches and tomes, the friendly-fire of those who hate your political position, or constant bombardment of negative ads not worthy of a civilized nation—you can’t stand up to terrorist with dirty-bombs, dictators with horror-chambers, or countries with nuclear weapons.  But, still I wonder what this models for our next generation.

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May 27, 2004

What our kids do in their idle-time

I’ve been asked, “Don’t you have time just to do nothing?”  “Yeah, only on vacations when I can sit in a chair on the beach, read a book, and do nothing else for hours at a time.”  But even then, my mind drifts back to my everyday world of community action and I can’t help but intertwine my novel and what I do everyday.  Thinking of new ideas, programs, better ways to do what we do.  Idle time—what we do with our idle time is a reflection of who we are.  In a focus group on community needs yesterday, we discussed that kids need something to do after school, on weekends, and during the summer.  And, that, sadly those that need activities the most—the at-risk kids and teens from economically vulnerable families—can’t afford much to do.  As a result they do things that are harmful.  I pointed out that when I was younger and growing up, it was my free time, my unstructured, unsupervised adult designed time that determined how I’d succeed (or not) in life--and probably what I'd be success in doing.  One of the participants in the focus group said that its not just the teens who need something to do that is healthy and constructive, its kids all across the board.  I agreed, wholeheartedly.  For we start developing the habits and even mental capacity when we are kids in our so-called free time, that gives us the tools—beyond math, English, and reading—to be successful in our adult life.  What we do as kids—and into our teen years—in our idle time, our free time—gives us the skills we’ll need later.  I learned how to develop and organize teams as we put unofficial ball teams together in the neighborhood.  I learned how to maximize my resources as my friends and I built mini-bikes, clubhouses, even boats to take out on our pond in the back.  I learned how to plan for the camping we did as kids in our neighborhood woods.  What I learned as a kid gave me the capacity—the habits and the mental-creative intuition—to be able to think, create, and plan, as well as carryout what I need as an adult to be successful.  Hopefully, successful as a student, a husband, father, worker, co-worker, church-deacon, and neighbor.  This focus group highlighted the need for communities—dare I include and say churches—to invest in activities to give our more economically vulnerable and at-risk children positive things to do in their free and idle time.  The return on investment, here too, will be well worth it.

 

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May 26, 2004

Thanks for joining my journey

Developing a website, a home freelance writing/consulting business, being active in our church and involved in local politics, and working full time—and did I mention raising four kids (which includes softball and baseball!) and enjoying building a relationship with my wife, too—takes time.  Since launching this site in January—thanks to James, my good friend—and publishing my book, I have begun a journey I have been waiting decades to take.  My tracking software indicates that I have had 1,249 visits to my website, of which 549 are unique visitors.  (Thank you to those who are returning!)  For those who measure in hits, my site has had 27,247 hits since January.  This is exciting to me.  My book is now on numerous websites—that you for that!  And I noticed that my ranking (not exactly sure what that means, accept it does has something to do with sales) on Amazon.com went from 2,670,071 to 2,148,313 this week—that’s a 521K change to the better (the smaller the number, the better the sales).  I am no Chuck Colson or Phil Callaway, nor Max Lucado so any sign of sales is much appreciated and humbling.  Thanks to everyone and anyone buying my book, Destroying Our Private Cities, Building Our Spiritual Life—a lay-commentary on Paul’s letter to the Philippian Church.  My goal, for this site and as well my future writing projects, is to create a community thinking about how our Christian faith should effect the public square (hence the Christian thinking part) and a community that will join me in restoring the weightiness of preaching.  My target group are average, work-a-day people and the countless pastors who toil everyday to make sense out of Scripture and translate it through the regular people of their congregations so God's kingdom comes to their community, their parish, their city or town.  These are my passions.  This is my journey.  For those who have joined me, thank you.

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May 25, 2004

Community assessment time

It’s begun.  Community needs research time.  Yes, this goes on all year long, but now it is a daily concentration of my time.  I have moved from a series of grants—the Feb-May time frame seems packed with grant due dates.  Now, I can turn my attention to two more projects: Developing a Community Needs Assessment and a Community Action Plan for the agency.  My office has put together a “needs assessment survey” and is distributing it to our client base.  We’re seeing returns everyday.  We have set up focus groups to discuss the “gaps in service.”  NEON partners and fellow line staff of other human service agencies will enjoy a lunch (or a breakfast) and talk about what they perceive are strengths and weaknesses of our human service network.  They’ll discuss trends they see that will affect their clients.  We’ll set up focus groups from among three local Community Centers where parents can add to the discussion, telling us what they perceive are the most pressing needs their families face.  These are a few of the groups—there will be more.  Combined with the survey results and other collateral research, the information shared will develop into a paper outlining our community’s needs, the gaps in services, barriers to available services, and an action plan to meet the needs of our vulnerable area populations.  This is my favorite project.  It’s what I live for and look forward to doing all year.

 

As a Community Action Agency, we are required by two of our more significant funders to produce a Community Assessment once every three years (with yearly updates).  The findings are to be used in grant applications, in agency planning, program design and development, and in developing other types of funding to support meeting the needs revealed in the assessment.

 

Don’t you think Churches should be doing this?  Shouldn’t a community needs assessment be part of a church’s planning?  This should be a discipline facilitated by church leadership in determining outreach, programs and services, and discipleship.  They don’t teach this at Bible College or Seminary—and they should—but every church should get away from the mirror, take a good look at their community, discover what people need; then, prioritize, picking a few that the church could seek to meet, and then, utilize and maximize all available resources to fill those gaps and meet those needs.  How about this as part of our church's outreach efforts?

 

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May 24, 2004

A nice rest, despite having learned a few things

Can’t believe what can be learned in a short 48-hour period of time.  My colleague, Jackie, my wife, Lisa, and I traveled to Cape Cod for a conference of the Tri-State (CT/MA/RI) Community Action Agencies.  The resort was pleasant.  The food wonderful.  Despite the nice perk of a 2-day respite from the daily office routine at the Cape, I walked away having learned a few things I’d like to pass on:  I heard two speakers, one a Federal Reserve analysis (from MN) and the other, a UCONN economist present data—data folks, that’s the numbers—that shows investing our dollars (whether public or private) in building up the human capital among the vulnerable populations has a good return on investment.  The Federal Reserve analyst presented a longitudinal study showing that helping disadvantaged families to afford pre-school for their children significantly saves our public funds and creates pathologies among at-risk children that are more productive for themselves and society.  Another study showed that Alternative Incarceration programs (for non-violent crimes) save the public billions of dollars each year ($34,000 p/person to incarcerate vs. $7,500 p/person in a program).  Plus, studies have shown that a person who is incarcerated is more than likely to return to jail once released.  Whereas, someone placed in an Alternative program is more likely not to repeat the crime and is, economically speaking, restored to be an asset (rather than a liability) to the community.  These were only two areas specifically discussed, however overall, it was pointed out that there are good economic reasons to invest in human capital and to assist the at-risk populations to learn how to build assets.  Now, as a Christian and a committed member of a church-body, I begin to reflect and ask, “How does this fit in to my faith?  How does the kingdom of God relate to this?  Does the church have any responsibilities?”  Furthermore, “Should the church and Christians relegate these areas to the state?  Why or why not?” 

 

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May 23, 2004

Compassionate conservatives should be flocking in great numbers

In another blogging opportunity, someone commented on the definition of "compassionate conservatives."  They wrote: "A liberal defines compassion by the number of people who receive public assistance, and a conservative defines compassion by the number of people who no longer need it."  Now on the one hand, I don't know this person's source to say that's how liberals define themselves (I suspect the source is "uninformed perception and bias," not research and documentation); on the other hand, if this is how compassionate conservatives define themselves, then how do they perceive that people get from public assistance to "no longer need[ing] it"?

 

I couldn't help myself, but I blogged back.  Despite what you might think, please remember I consider myself politically a conservative--a compassionate one remains to be seen.  My returned blog:

Given the definition above, then conservatives ought to be flocking into human services vocations, if for anything to make sure we're not counting heads (#'s served), but ensuring that people are learning to be self-sufficient. But conservatives don't flock toward building human capital nor helping vulnerable populations to learn how to develop assets. I am indeed a conservative, and I do work in the human service arena. I haven't met one person in seven years as a planner and grant writer for a Community Action Agency (and I travel a lot) who wants anyone poor, who just wants to give "handouts," nor who isn't working tirelessly to move as many as possible toward a path of self-sufficiency. I certainly don't agree with a number of the policies of my more liberal colleagues; but everyday, people like myself--but with more intellect and passion--work hard to help vulnerable populations to learn how to build assets and develop human capital. Of course we can debate the use of taxpayer-funded programs. Of course, the public should hold us accountable for outcomes. But I have come to realize that the modern conservative isn't someone who "counts how many can help themselves," but those who just want the poor to stop being poor and are more concerned about their property than about their community. It is a proven fact of economics, that if resources are made available to help vulnerable individuals and families, communities, towns, states, and even our country save money. One would figure that this would be a hot job opportunity for conservatives (no matter the type).

 

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May 18, 2004

My secular job is changing my idea of discipleship

It’s done.  And, it’s ready to submit.  My staff and I worked hard to prepare a grant request to help those on public assistance (welfare) gain some marketability, learn some vocational skills, and move toward self-sufficiency.  My staff has had good success is delivering these types of services in the past, so we should do well with this request.  We’ve built in outcomes to move each participant toward the goal of independence from public assistance.  Again, this causes me to rethink my own view of discipleship and church growth.  A leap between my so-called secular job and my church-life?  Not really.  Think about it.  Shouldn’t discipleship be about moving people toward goals—sanctification, Christlikeness, good works?  And shouldn’t church growth be more than counting numbers, but moving a church community toward being a “City on a Hill”?  It seems to me that church growth models have revolved around getting bigger, rather than getting better.  Like my grant proposal, church leadership should be asking, “What resources do we have to assist our church community—the individuals, families, and the whole body—to move toward improving their lives?”  “To be more Christ-like?”  "To be that ‘City on a Hill’?”  (Unpacking these questions--defining these ideas--will be an interesting task.  But, we'll get to that soon I assure you.)  God is using my secular employment to radically change my view of church ministry.  Strange thing is, it has been there all along—right there in the pages of my Bible.  I just hope I can, someday, move back into church ministry and apply this new thinking. 

 

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May 17, 2004

Baseball lessons

I am a sometimes fan of baseball.  I am hardly an expert.  But as a father I was proud of my kids this weekend.  There were notes of triumph and accomplishments in their own ball games on Saturday.  And, then again, lessons for me, too.  My stepson pitched for the first time.  His team was losing, I believe 5-0, to the best team around (in or out of the league).  The coach had been promising to let him pitch—and there Michael was, on the mound in the fifth inning.  (They only play 6 innings at this age.)  He started a little shaky—hitting his first batter.  But after that, he was focused and didn’t appear to let things distract him.  He soon retired three players, and in the next inning another three—mostly with strikeouts—holding the best team to a 5 run lead.  His team didn’t win, but Michael did.

 

On the other field, earlier that day, Amanda had her own moments.  She gets a little up tight when she has to hit.  The coach evens says, “I worry about you, Amanda.  You have to relax up there at the plate.”  She’s nervous, but she has caught on to the idea that she always has to look at the ball, even seeing it hit the bat.  And she did it!  She got a hit.  A solid hit.  And you wouldn’t have known she was thrown out at first by the way she expressed being so proud of getting a solid hit.  At another point in the game, she made me proud.  There she was, the first time playing left field.  A ball was popped up, almost right to her.  A catch would have been nice, but the ball went into her glove and bounced out.  Now comes the part that made me proud—she recovered.  Immediately after the ball bounced out of her glove, she followed it, grabbed it, and made a quick throw to second—almost getting the runner out.  Almost, but she was still a hero and MVP to me.  The follow-up and recovery made it a great play.

 

My kids make me proud.  Michael didn’t let his pride distract him from focusing.  Amanda kept her eye on the ball and showed me she knew how to recover.  Everyone misses the ball.  Everyone doesn’t recover.  My daughter showed, that despite a dropped ball, she knows how to recover.  Baseball lessons, life lessons—free of charge.

 

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May 16, 2004

I wanted to say something about worship, but…

Since it was going to be Sunday, I was planning a comment about worship.  But something got in the way.  Last night, I was on a date with my wife—at the Fairfield Stopn’Shop, picking up milk and cheese and bread.  The town bag lady, wheelchair bound with plastic bags filled with her cans and useful collected items hanging all around, had knocked over an end-cap of cookies.  She was trying to pick them up.  She couldn’t reach them on the floor.  Perhaps working where I do, a human service agency that helps low-income families, made it second nature to respond and help her.  But I must confess, it wasn’t.  I still had to think twice.  What bothered me in this nice super-market on the edge of Suburbia was that she was being ignored, avoided by people who could plainly see she needed help.  I was more angered by that—so I forgot my discomfort, my own tendency to avoid such unbecoming, unkempt, unpredictable, undesirable people and picked up the packages of cookies for her.

 

She was grateful.  Asked blessings on me.  Even told my wife to give me a kiss for her.  And she smelled.  Man, did she smell.  I patted her on the shoulder and told her it wasn’t a problem to help and that I was sure my wife would give me a kiss.  She rolled off.  Lisa and I went to look for some cheese.  My wife commented, "people can be so mean."  I didn’t disagree, but I replied, “I don’t think its meanness.  I think people are uncomfortable.  They don’t know what to do with people like the bag lady.  I’d even say they are scared.  Unfortunate people like this are unpredictable, messy, smelly…I bet you anything, that was the first time she had been touched in a long time.”

 

Here’s where my mind wandered as Lisa and I finished our shopping:  Leviticus 19:9-10 says:

“Now when you reap the harvest of your land, you shall not reap to the very corners of your field, nor shall you gather the gleanings of your harvest.  Nor shall you glean your vineyard, nor shall you gather the fallen fruit of your vineyard; you shall leave them for the needy and for the stranger.  I am the LORD your God.”  What does it mean to the Christian community to worship (see I got to that subject) in a place where there are those that are “needy” and who are “strangers”?  How do we not reap to the “very corners of your fields”?  In other words, how does the Christian community, my church obey this command?  Or, do we safely say, it is the Old Testament and we are under no obligation?  On this Sunday morning, I am going to be thinking about this question and this text.  How can I go before God and not think about it?

 

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May 15, 2004

Starting to rethink Church growth--again

I think we need a new approach to Church growth—not numbers growth, but growth in discipleship, growth in maturing, growth in changed lives.  In other words rather than growth meaning bigger, we should mean healthier, changed for the better.  We should measure church growth by the changes in our families, our communities, and our church capacity.  (Hey, CAA colleagues and friends, where’d I get these from?)  In fact, I can’t find in the New Testament a “proof text” where we are responsible for the numbers growth of the church.  That seems to be God’s business everywhere I look.  I find it interesting that the New Testament seems to place the emphasis on “doing what’s right” and improving the Christian community—i.e., the local church.

 

In 1994, our Government changed its outcome model.  Since most of the newly elected '94 Congress Republicans had business backgrounds (rather than previous elected office or legal backgrounds), there was a push to stop counting heads and start asking, "What changes have occurred in the people that our programs serve?”  In my human service business, we need to ask, not how many people we served, but how many have moved toward self-sufficiency?  How have we utilized our resources to move individuals and families toward improving their lives?  Seems like a good—and actually a more biblically defensible—approach to church growth.  At least to me.

 

Think about it.  What are the usual outcomes, the default outcomes most Churches seem to have?  How many people attend?  Numbers.  How many people volunteer for Sunday school, clean-ups, VBS, nursery, etc.?  Numbers?  How much is given financially?  Numbers in dollars.  There might be even the noble (read spiritual) outcomes of how many more are praying?  How many attend mid-week prayer meeting?  How many go to Christian college?  How many go to the mission field?  All numbers.  Don’t get me wrong.  All of these are desirable and have a place.  I’d even want the numbers to increase if I were a pastor.  But this type of outcome thinking—result thinking—seems more western (American) and less biblical.  I am surprised that in this regard our own Government seems to have it right and the church is still counting beans (heads, numbers served).  Now that’s funny—tragic, sad really.

 

I wonder how the church—my church, any given church—would fare if the leaders had to write church-growth outcomes that measured changed lives rather than changed attendance?  Count on seeing more of this thinking in the days ahead. …more to come...

 

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May 14, 2004

What I think about has changed

Jackie, who works for me as my Adult Services Planner and personal friend from church, once quipped, “You think about this stuff all the time.”  I do.  I think about the programs, the grants, ideas to try, solutions to implement, new ways to serve people, a new way to do something—a new system to put in place… Yes, I can watch my daughter's and step sons' baseball games without thinking about work and I can enjoy dinner with my family without talking shop or being consumed about things at work.  That’s not what I mean when I say I think about what’s going on at work all the time.  How we at work serve people weighs on me and the issues we face in doing so stays with me—in essence I think about my call all the time.  I might get an idea on the ball field, or even from talking to my kids.  I used to do that when I was a pastor, always thinking, daydreaming, inwardly debating ideas on how to make my church better.  Now, rather than thinking about church growth, church finances, and the like, I think about that without a good preschool experience low-income children will have a higher chance of drop out, drug use, and incarceration (facts)…I think about how to create a One Stop (without funding) to help our economically vulnerable find skills to work and enter the workforce…I think about our seniors, homebound and whether they know what to do in the event of a natural or state of emergency…the list goes on.  What I think about has changed.  One thought keeps cropping up, however.  When I was a pastor, why didn’t I think about these things, too?

 

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May 13, 2004

Does God care about community action?

From mid-February to the end of May each year, I sweat bullets, stay up late, get up extra early, stay at work past 5:00pm (past 6:00pm!), drive my staff crazy, hound people for letters of support, miss a few ball games and church events—all for a series of grant applications that come due fast and furious.  As you have realized by now, I write grants and implement programs that assist the various vulnerable populations in Norwalk, CT.  This is what consumes me mid-winter to the beginning of summer every year.  My staff is the best—they put up with me and make sure what I write comes true.  I proudly work for a Community Action Agency, whose responsibility—along with the 11 other CAAs in CT and the 1,200 across the country—to help alleviate the causes of poverty.  Sometimes we have to do that one person, one family at a time.  A daunting task, with little thanks, and a tougher time securing funds sufficient to do the job.  Despite what some accuse as wasteful of our tax money and supporting the welfare system, I haven’t met one CAA colleague that wants anyone poor.  I meet more of my own conservative (and some Christian) friends that don’t lift a figure and complain …ok, I’ll stop…  Back in January of 2002, I was at a conference in Atlanta.  The speaker was recapping the history of thirty-some odd years of Community Action History, when he (seemed to look directly at me and) said, “Does God care about community action?”  A year later, my daughter Amanda (10 at the time) accompanied me to Washington DC for the CAA annual legislative conference—she was the only child out of a 1,000 or more there.  Mid-way through our Connecticut CAA delegation paid visits to our own Connecticut Congressmen and Senators on Capital Hill.  My daughter went along and even offered her opinion, as a Head Start graduate, why it was important to support Head Start.  After a long day of walking from office to office, building to building, Amanda told me, “Daddy, I didn’t know what you did was so important.”  (Proud father.)  I do think God cares about community action (i.e., taking care of and meeting the needs of the poor and vulnerable around us.)  Do I really need a proof-text for this!  And yes, I do feel what I do is important.  However, I believe even stronger that more of my own Christian community (both here in Connecticut and elsewhere) needs to heed the call to alleviate the causes of poverty—even if its one person, one family at a time.

 

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May 12, 2004

Pulling all nighters

Just read an article, a blog really, where a lay-person was lamenting his pastor’s plagiarism. The author, a librarian, checked out some phrases he thought familiar from a recent sermon preached by his pastor only to discover that, not just some familiar sounding ideas were lifted from another source, but the whole sermon. The sermon was fully, in its entirety, copied, and plagiarized and delivered as the pastor’s own. After a little research, the author sadly discovered that this was a common practice and that there were warehouses full (websites, books, email services, etc.) that provide ministers with full, already produced sermon manuscripts. I can remember, when I was a pastor, working hard, some times pulling all nighters, just to study and write out a message, built on a text of Scripture, that had some relevance to my congregation and the time in which we live.

Now I pull all nighters—well, half nighters—working on grant applications: grants to help vulnerable homebound and near-immobile seniors develop personal crisis management plans in the event of a natural or state of emergency; grants to move homeless men and women toward some form of employment, to save for a security deposit, and to begin a path that moves them from the shelter to their own apartment; a grant to help low-income children receive a pre-school experience so they and their families are better prepared for kindergarten; a grant to help at-risk youthful drop-outs finish their GED, become more acclimated toward employment, and find a job; a grant to help single-parents on welfare to get off public assistance, get some employment skills, and help them fine work…the weekly, monthly list goes on.  (In fact, my delay in posting this week and last is due to being up late and early writing such a grant.)

What disappoints me is the lack of serious, biblical exegesis and study found exposited from our pulpits. I enjoy what I do for a living—and despite my more conservative friends difficulty with what I do—I know that after my research, after I have worked hard to craft a grant proposal, after the proposal receives approval (and in this I have a good record), people are helped, families are made stronger, men, women and children are given another chance. With all my success as a planner and a grant writer, I’d give almost anything to spend my “all nighters” studying Scripture in order to help people—once a week—to hear God’s Word. The preaching of the inspired text—what an awesome responsibility and privilege--that hard study and patient exegesis delivered each week will give people second chances.
 

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May 10, 2004

Clobbering the Mind, with the Mind

"It is your heart that God wants."  Certainly I believe that, if by "heart" you mean the whole person.  I think for the most part that's what people--preachers in this particular case--mean.  It is when they contrast this "heart" idea with the mind that bothers me.  Such an appeal seems to be used to clobber the mind: "You have to respond to God with your heart, not just your mind" or "you will not have the fullness of God's power and life in you if you only have head knowledge of Jesus and not give Him your heart."  Of course simple facts, head knowledge, or a cognitive nod do not save anyone, nor do they have the basis for a good relationship with Jesus (with anyone for that matter).  My fear is that such an appeal to the heart is both a way to make the Gospel appeal better to the image-based, feeling-centered, in-touch, post-modern American and, as well, an excuse to shy away from good, sound reason, debate, and plain old thinking.  What I find the most interesting is that those who advocate the appeal to the heart and downplay the role of the mind clobber the mind with the mind.  They appeal most often using--Oh, my!--words and logic (at least the attempt---"here are three reasons that its the heart that matters and not just the mind").  The appeal is cognitive.  I find this ironic and amusing actually.  I can't help but recall that God told Jeremiah, "The heart is more deceitful than all else and is desperately sick" (17:9).  Now I recognize that everyone is "put together differently"--some more centered on feelings and some more cognitive in approaching life. With this said, can we remember that Paul reminds us the battle ground, the spiritual war is over the mind: "For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh, for the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but divinely powerful for the destruction of fortresses. We are destroying speculations and every lofty thing raised up against the knowledge of God, and we are taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ..."(2 Cor 10:3-5). 


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May 9, 2004

Connecting the Past to the Present is Art

Every once in a while I pick up Leadership Journal.  I know I am not "preaching" or a "pastor" these days, but the Spring 2004 issue begged my attention. Street-Level Preaching. Can you get through with the message?  Despite the $7 dollars for purchase--it was a good buy.  Get it.  Overall, some insightful and challenging material.  Marshall Shelley--who helped me out as a pastor many years ago with his book, Well-Intentioned Dragons, (I thought a sequel called "Not-so-Well-Intentioned Dragons" would have been appropriate)--the editor starts with,

These days, preachers can't assume loyal listeners. Preachers have to earn a hearing every time they speak.  They have to compete with countless other media voices for the attention and allegiance of their hears.

How true! However, the problem is preachers then take on the same style of the other media competitors and lose any distinctiveness, or they seem to apply the same tactics, approaches, etc...so they don't stand as different...they lose any real prophetic-edge.  (You know...the principle, "If you are to keep the modern person interested in your sermon, you have to do what the secular, media-centered voices do....)

 

Whatever trivial issues I have with most of the articles, the interview with Rob Bell ("The Subversive Art") is well worth the 7 bucks alone (even for the lay-person, the non-preacher).  Apparently he preaches what I have been saying since College--the historical original occasion of the text is important and has a place in the exposition of Scripture (i.e., preaching).  Go Bell!  I don't think I could be as trendy as Bell, or as artsy, nonetheless, I appreciate that he has shared his approach with the conservative, suburban audience of Leadership Journal.  Two quotes are worthwhile:

The true orthodox faith is deeply mysterious, and every question that's answered leads to a new set of questions.  A lot of preaching tries to answer everything.  At the end of the sermon, people walk out with no more questions.  But if it's truly proclamation of the truth rooted in God--

He implies...the hearers of the sermon should also be leaving with more questions to ponder. Here, he quotes N.T. Wright:

"Most people want to wake up in the morning with a general at the foot of their bed saying, 'Go do this.' The problem is there's somebody at the foot of their bed saying, 'Once upon a time...'."

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May 7, 2004

Reminders to hold our children close

"In a moment largely unnoticed by the throngs of people in Lebanon waiting for autographs from the president of the United States, George W. Bush stopped to hold a teenager's head close to his heart," writes Kristina Goetz, a Cincinnati Enquirer reported.  (Click for article.)  While President Bush was working a crowd in the that Ohio town he shook the hands of a father who introduced his daughter who had lost her mother on 9/11.  Apparently, instinctively, the man and father George Bush hugged the girl and asked how she was doing.    The father said,

 

"He changed from being the leader of the free world to being a father, a husband and a man," Faulkner said. "He looked right at her and said, 'How are you doing?' He reached out with his hand and pulled her into his chest."

 

This briefly recorded moment caught me at work while reading the news of the day.  It made me think how important it is to hold our children close, and as well, that we have a God who knows how to govern the Universe and hold us close at the same time.  "Make me a better father for Amanda, my daughter, and my step-kids, Sarah, Michael, and Robert."

 

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May 6, 2004

“I’ll add you to my top ten list”

A number of years ago—too many to count—when I was a college student, I told Eric Marx, my good friend, “I’ll pray for you every day until I die or I hear you have gone on to be with the Lord.”  Although, I wasn’t looking for it, he replied, “I’ll do the same for you.”  Accept for a few days here and there (I am sure), I have been praying for Eric Marx everyday since 1982.  Shortly afterward, Donice, another good friend, had heard of my prayer-pack with Eric and asked for the same.  I have been praying for her as well, everyday, for 22 years.  Thus began my first Top Ten prayer list.  I added the remaining eight very shortly…my family, other friends, co-workers, and of course missionaries.  The list has expanded from time to time; some remain as part of a covenant of prayer I have made like with Eric and Donice.

 

My top ten prayer list idea—years ago now—was shortly affirmed as both a good idea and a blessing.  During a Crown College (it used to be St. Paul Bible College) chapel, a Bank President’s wife shared about a crisis that had occurred in her life and how God had protected her from harm.  She had been kidnapped—obviously because she was the wife of a Bank President.  She had been locked in a car trunk for—now I strain my old brain cells—for a few days.  I don’t remember all the details, but I do remember what she thought about:

 

Locked in that trunk, for hours, not knowing when she’ll get out or her fate once it was opened, she thought about the friends whom she knew had prayed for her that day.  That brought her comfort and the strength to know God had His plan.

 

Tuesday Morning Ladies Bible Study in Rome, NY—thank you for praying for me.  All my family who knew me as “Chippy” and prayed for me everyday when I was a child--those prayers guarded me more than I'll ever know.  To grandma Brodock, now in heaven for many years—Jesus, let her know her prayers of salvation for Judy (my mom) and “Chippy” have been answered.  Aunt Tudy, your prayers are much appreciated, still.  Mom—for being my advocate before the father.  Eric—I wonder what battles I would have lost if you hadn’t been praying for me each day.

 

I'm adding Kenny and Wendy Rudd, soon to be missionaries to China (Kenny is a doctor) to my top ten list.  My daughter, Amanda and I signed up to pray for them.  The mission agency sending them requires not only 100% funds to be raised, their missionaries also need to find 100 people who will pray for them everyday.  Along with Eric and Donice, Mom, Lisa and our kids, Mom, Dad, brother Brooks.

 

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May 4, 2004

Carrying on the Endings

T.S. Eliot, in Four Quartets, penned:

      “To make an end is to make a beginning.

                   The end is where we start from.”

Ever look at a book's or story's ending before you read it?  Of course, we all have at one time or another.  I have been reading a book by Morna D. Hooker called  Endings: Invitations to Discipleship.  Simply, Hooker gives us an exposition of the endings of the four Gospels and Acts and how each ending is a summary of the content of its respective book.  She suggests that each Gospel writer, Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John leave us "suspended" endings.  Endings that call the reader to carry on and live out the story--the Gospel.  In essence, the hearers of these Gospels and the story in Acts would come to the end, the last verses, hear the main point of the author, and find an invitation to discipleship.  I read Hooker's Endings and I am reminded of the purpose and essence of preaching.  Every Sunday morning, for over 2000 years, from the rising of the sun until its setting, all across the globe--and now from almost every language and tongue--someone stands to continue the story.  Although not the inerrant Word, preaching--in as mush as it faithfully reflects the intention of the text of Scripture--is the Word of God.  Elsewhere I have suggested: "The sermon is a redemptive historical event where God's presence invades and the Kingdom of God is revealed in a moment in time, in a particular place, through the proclamation of His written Word."  Sidney Greidanus reminds us, "God uses contemporary preaching to bring his salvation to people today, to build his church, to bring in his kingdom. In short, contemporary biblical preaching is nothing less than a redemptive event."  The weightiness of the sermon should be taken seriously. Each sermon is a "carrying on" of the Gospel story.  Each sermon ought to be a call to discipleship--to be part of the ending.

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May 3, 2004

What is wrong with the world?

Church service was good yesterday.  It was great to see a young man standing before his home church, poised and ready, along with his wife, for the mission field: China, as a doctor-missionary for Christar.  He pointed to the place in the sanctuary where he was sitting as a teenager when he first felt called to missions.  Today, he was the morning speaker for our annual mission conference.  He didn't get far into his message before he began to cry, tears of passion for missions and thankfulness.  The church, where he was called, was now sending him with support, blessings, and much prayer.  He spoke on a simple theme: How do we measure success.  Without the details: he plainly explained that biblically, success = obedience.  Not worldly prosperity, riches, or recognition.

 

Every church service has its serendipitous moment...we had one in our pew.  As part of the mission decor, the missions committee placed a rather large, almost a story tall, balloon-world to our right.  It was filled with helium for about a week or so, giving its fullness and shape and rising up a bit into the sanctuary.  After a week, the balloon was looking rather dilapidated, yet still holding itself up.  After the young man was finished speaking, our Pastor stood to close the service, pointed to the globe, and said, "What's wrong with the world?"  Without hesitation, more to us in the pew than to the rest of the congregation, my good friend Pete Kramka replied, "Helium." 

 

Now that's funny.  I thought how true: The world is losing what it takes to stay afloat.  I thought it also odd that the remaining helium made the Northern hemisphere look fine...there was the US all filled out, but the lack of helium at the bottom made South American and Africa all shriveled up, along with the southern portions of Asia.  And there you have it...the Christianized west is full and fine, the unreached (least reached) and more populated countries are all shriveled up.  What's wrong with the world?  It needs more helium--Christian witness.  I know, silly perhaps.  But Pete's retort struck me as funny, ironic, serendipitous.  Nonetheless, fact is 80% of Christian resources are used for 5% of the world's population (that's North America).  (See Christar.org.)

 

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May 1, 2004

Connecting the Dots: HIV and Social Systems

Art and Dorothy Helwig should be entering retirement from many years of Christian service.  But no.  They will spend their time, not on golden beaches or on a swing on their front porch. Art and Dorothy are heading to Nigeria to alleviate the causes of the HIV/AIDS plague that has taken a toll on the people of that land.  More so, I was impressed that they made a connection between the health conditions and the systems and social structures that support the country.  I asked Rev. Helwig to drop me a note further explaining their thinking.  He has given permission for his email to be included in Margins:

 

It was a pleasure to meet you last Sunday at Trinity Baptist Church.  Our ministry is beginning to see a launching date coming into view when we can finally get to the field in Nigeria to begin helping people with the horrific issues of the day.  There are two main areas of concern for us as we go to Niger's.
  

1.    The ultimate solution to the HIV/AIDS pandemic demands some vital and substantive changes culturally.  There are several beliefs and rituals that definitely contribute significantly to the transmission of HIV.  Approaching this issue requires a clear and culturally appropriate communication and persuasion strategy.  This is something I can do as I have had some in-depth experience in the matter.  There is always room for improvement so if there is any technique that will serve the interest of the people, I am all ears.

 

2.    We need help with writing grants to secure significant funding for capital projects.  It is our hope that when our model of approach to the problem on a holistic basis will demand duplicate initiatives in Nigeria and perhaps in other parts of Africa.  All of these things will require rather hefty budgets.  The grant proposals have to be written professionally as the number of grant proposal submissions is quite overwhelming.  The grant requests that win are those that reflect a thorough and well defined approach to solving part of the problem.
 

 PS: I will offer assistance in grant writing to the Helwigs.  Also, if anyone knows of any grants or funding opportunities that could help--pass them along to me, please.

PSS: The idea that some cultural habits must change in order to prevent the continued devastation of social systems that support a civilization should be considered here in the US as well...don't you think?  This is good, sound Christian thinking applied to a kingdom task.

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April 30, 2004

Not in Exile, at Home

The New Testament presents the Christian community as one that is in exile (1 Pt 1:1; 2:11).  Its home is elsewhere.  Its citizenship, heaven (Phil 3).  Herein lies a conflict for the modern Christian, and I dare say contemporary church life.  We feel at home and rather comfortable in our modern skin, and do not feel as if we are in exile.  We are like the exiles of Judah, who stayed in Babylon rather than returned to Israel after the captivity had ended.  As a grad-school professor once said, "They had businesses, families, and roots in Babylon now. 'We're comfortable, thank you'."  How a church views its role in a community can shift away from Biblical mandates such as "Go and make disciples of ALL nations" and "Be in the world, not of the world."  God instructed Jeremiah, "Seek the welfare of the city where I have sent you into exile, and pray to the Lord on its behalf, for in its welfare you will have welfare" (29:7).   Perhaps we cannot seek the welfare of the city God has sent us as exiles, because we don't think of ourselves as exiles and are more concerned as to how to make ourselves and our churches more comfortable, more at home here and now.  Just a thought.

 

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April 29, 2004

Another way of thinking about evangelism

While on a business trip to Washington DC, I gave a copy of my new book, Destroying Our Private Cities, Building Our Spiritual Life, to Senator Dodd. He was gracious enough to receive it with thanks and appreciation. As we sat there in his office, he made this comment: “We don’t think spiritually from our faith about the great issues we face like housing and economics like we did in past generations.” I do not want to read too much into his statement as if he is a Christian or making a confession—that wasn’t the conversation nor my privilege. But it did underscore a very interesting neglect among us—and here I speak of Christians in fact. How do we, as the Christian community and as individual Christians, think through the weighty public issues that our country and neighbors face? What is the Christian response (the Biblical response) to the issues of affordable housing, workforce development, homelessness, low-income childcare and early childhood development, the problems of modern urbanism, at-risk youth, HIV, teen pregnancy, substance abuse, I dare say even terrorism…the list goes on? Every three years, as a Community Action Agency Planner I develop a written document on our service delivery area’s community needs. After collecting demographics and survey data, along with focus group discussions and collateral research, I highlight the top ten greatest needs and the barriers associated with having those needs met. I conclude by developing an action plan, answering the question: How will we meet these needs or attempt to alleviate them? I now ponder the crazy thought: why don't local churches do the same--develop a community needs assessment of their own service delivery area (as it were), and then ask: how will our church meet or alleviate these needs? Now that’s a novel approach to church growth, evangelism, and community witness.  Smacks of genuine Christian discipleship and faith (e.g., James 1:27; Jeremiah 5:28d).

 

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April 28, 2004

Curmudgeon

I have been called a curmudgeon. I can live with that. What bothers me, however, is the sound of the word. Worse, those that know what curmudgeon means. Worse still, those who know how to spell the word. But for those, like me who need a dictionary, curmudgeon means, “An ill-tempered person full of resentment and stubborn notions” and the word is associated with “a crusty irascible cantankerous old person full of stubborn ideas.”

See what I mean. Now, doesn’t the word bother you? I am not ill tempered (grumpy at times perhaps), nor am I an “old person.” I was charged because I disparaged an element of our culture that a fellow pastor was enjoying because his church was benefiting and growing as a result. Like I said, I can live with the charge. I tell you this as a warning: you will find herein plenty of evidence to agree with those who called me a curmudgeon.

Don’t misunderstand me. Although you will read much criticizing the damaging aspects of our modern culture, of contemporary Christian (mindless) thinking, and of fashionable church life, these musings do not suggest that I don’t love the Church nor that I do not enjoy my culture.

Sometimes wish I didn’t think the way I think. Sometimes I wish I could find a simple place to live, work in a quiet job, find shade, and watch the sunrise and sunset. Though I am sure shepherding is no mere walk in the field, animals do seem easier than people to tend. Problem is, God likes to call shepherds out of their fields and away from their animals. Amos was once a simple shepherd, unqualified as a “schooled” prophet and ill-suited as a critic for the decision-makers of his day. But, he was called away from his sheep and made into a voice on the outskirts of the city. It was said of this shepherd turned prophet, “Amos is raising a conspiracy against you in the very heart of Israel. The land cannot bear all his words” (7:10).

Far from any imagination I could possibly have or self-aggrandizement, I realize I am no Amos. Just ask my kids. There are much smarter, more articulate, and godly people than me, who are more talented and better able to offer substantial critiques and observations about our contemporary fix. I will rely heavily upon them. (Their words will appear in Listen & See from time to time.) I am not cleaver on my own. But I do wish to stir up our culturally comfortable thought-life. I do desire to drive us to think deeply (at least more deeply) about issues and ideas that surround us. But mostly, I seek to raise Christian discourse above our fading culture.

Some might find me a curmudgeon, a spoiler, but more so, despite disagreements toward my thinking and conclusions, I hope you find that it is my burden here in Words’nTone to struggle with the text of Scripture and how our faith should inform our thinking in order to alleviate the Christian tendency to imitate our culture, and thus share in its dying, its fading.

For those willing…thanks for joining the journey…

 

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